Fifty Handfuls (Paperback)

After years of hard work, Kathleen (Kat) Cutter has been offered her dream job. Only one thing is holding her back - she just found out that she's pregnant. Kat suddenly finds herself torn between choosing her dream job, or fulfilling her husband Jasper's dream of becoming a father. When Jasper is found dead, Kat has nothing to live for, until she finds a crayon-written contract between Jasper and herself which reminds her of a promise. A promise that she intends to keep. And so, she sets off cross-country alone, with nothing but Jasper's ashes to help her conquer her emotions, a stalker, and the rest of the crazy world. She's determined to keep her word.even if it kills her.