Death Before Dawn - A Loved One Left Behind (Paperback)

This book was written to inspire anyone who may have lost the person who was once the one you felt was your soul mate. The one that you thought you would grow old together with. You may be wondering is there really life after the death of the one you truly have loved? The one you seemed to be with longer than life itself? Then death comes along and takes that person away from you. The experience in itself is so unbearable until it seems as though you have died too. You will read in this novel how traumatic and overwhelming the experience is when the one whom you loved so dearly has left you behind. The sadness alone can take you places you were just not prepared to go. You will walk along with me to see how long the journey really can be. But through all my sorrow, my weeping, the heartache and the pain, I never gave up on hope. That night this man died in my arms was the darkest hour just before dawn. A marriage that was made in heaven and sent to earth in the form of two people loving each other until death did us apart. An act of love that meant keeping our partnership attached. In the thirty years God gave to us, we met, we loved, and we cherished each other with all we had to offer. This man had an effect on me that nourished my whole being. Our vow to God was a promised we intended to honor in the best way that we knew how. Even though we did rock the boat every once in a while, we still managed it to keep it above the water. This was a relationship based on caring and respecting each other every day of our life. It became a joy in thinking this man would always be there by my side. That was what kept this bond intact and sealed. Our two hearts seemed to connect whenever this man's laughter entered the room. To hold him again and to feel the warmth of his body next to mine only comes to me in a dream now. Even still in my dream I am distracted by the memory of my husband's heart not beating while I hold him in my arms. Feeling the loss and despair while w